
I drove up to Kingston Wisconsin and visted my Mothers Grave. I prayed that I would see her soon and had a conversation in my my head with her. My dad was there too but I didn't talk to him. I just started thinking about all the Buck's pizzas we had had growing up. I started thinking about having a pizza all day. It turned into a craving that would not be denied. I was getting so tired of tube food. So I ordered a Toppers Pizza Four cheese pizza with a few extra toppings. Garlic Sauce, Applewood Smoked Bacon, Pepperoni, Italian Sausage, Chopped Roasted Garlic, Onions & Tomatoes. Just a few toppings. Then I mixed it in the blender with some tomato sauce and it went down fine. And it feels different to in my stomach so I am glad I did it. I did give into one temptation and put a small piece in mouth. I could actually taste before I quickly pulled it out. Didn't want to stop breathing again.
Russ, I'm glad you were able to make that trip and have that pizza. I'm praying for you.
Sometimes you just gotta do what you gotta do. Glad you got a "taste" of the pizza at any rate. Glad you got to visit your Mom in Kingston. Conversations - even in your head - are good. I'm sure she's looking down on you with love.
May your prayers be answered, Russ. Thinking of you.